It Takes A Long Time to Change So Give Me A Year At Least

1. Maiden, mother, crone. Count on your fingers until your fingers are gone.
2. Maiden you are not going easily, are you? Pretty o pretty o pretty one
3. "Speak, O Toothless One."
4. Everything You Said Was True
5. Today when every accomplishment feels like dull cuts with a butterknife
6. Cut With a Kitchen Knife is not just the name of your google doc of words, it is also a work of art by Hannah Hoch, female dadaist
7. Remember how to make your lists, they are lifesavers
8. David Whyte says everything will break your heart
9. In the arena
10. Vulnerable
11. Until what I am offering just looks too sinewy, too muddled, too confused
12. And is that okay.
13. It is not minimalist, or pleasing to the eye
12. It is maximalist, and messy
13. Can you love your mess?
12. Can you notice where you are stuck?
13. Where are you stuck?
14. You are stuck where you are not on your knees saying "I Can't."
15. Every moment say, "I Can't, I Can."
16. The limits of what you can and can't, what you are and aren't.
17. If I could see me through your eyes at every moment, I would say all of these things
18. Good job, beautiful.
19. Give me til Monday, beautiful.
20. You are beautiful and your voice is beautiful.
21. You don't need to stay indoors
22. It is not always safe by yourself indoors
23. That is not always what you need
24. What you need is a slippery fish
25. "This fish is pungent."
26. All of the things I laughed at, I cry at, because they are Beautiful
27. Wake me up inside
28. I want us all to succeed
29. And make it to heaven
30. I guess if I am loving myself the best I can today, that's enough. Messy room, clean car.
31. It's enough
32. The homage to myself is too much self
33. For it is by self forgetting we find
34. It is by dying we awaken to eternal life